It’s tough these days. Really, really tough. Just when I was finally starting to believe that I could see the light at the end of the tunnel and foolishly hoped that my back was close to healing, I suffered setbacks. At first it was just the minor one following the “opera marathon”, but then a little more than two weeks ago, things got pretty bad. What happened I cannot explain (because I really don’t know what went wrong), but for a few days I was barely able to walk and what little hope and energy I had left disappeared completely. I was drained, high on pain killers and cried my fair share of tears. Since then I’ve been consulting a specialist a number of times and things have luckily improved, so I am now able to walk (though not without some pain), go to work etc. I do my best to stay positive, but as impatient I may be, things seem to have slightly stalled. Frustrating as hell, as “state of normal”, where I can walk, run, sit down etc. without pain, feels like light-years away.
Pains and frustrations aside…look out for some kind of catching up post later today or tomorrow…
Pains and frustrations aside…look out for some kind of catching up post later today or tomorrow…
3 comments:
Sounds like you are having a pretty grim time of it with your back. Hope things continue to improve. Paul
Thank you - and so do I Paul :-)
Great read, thanks
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